(Thomas Nelson, 352 pages)
Courtney Walsh’s newest novel, Brighter Than Before, was the right escape at the right time for me. Main character Claire is 46 (same), unexpectedly single (same) and an empty nester (same). The journey to the inevitable happy ending that awaits Claire was a balm for my soul. That’s not a spoiler — this is undeniably a happily-ever-after novel.
The book starts out a bit heavy-handed with a scene that has Claire, the jilted ex-wife, eating an absurd amount of junk food in her car while stalking her ex and his new girlfriend. Let’s just say she ends up soaking wet and the subject of a very embarrassing viral video. It all felt a little dramatic — and yet, the emotions behind the actions are so real that I can see how Claire’s actions may not be so far from reality. I personally have never resorted to stalking an ex, online or otherwise, but I hear it’s a thing.
That moment for Claire is, at least, her rock bottom, and she realizes it’s time for her to make some changes and move on. So she does, literally and figuratively. She starts by making a list of what she really wants in life (a question that her therapist asked her months prior that she couldn’t answer at the time):
“I want a job or career I love.
I want friends. Real ones.
I want to live in a new city.
I want a dog.
I want to figure out who I am — apart from a wife and a mom.
I want a place where I fit in. I want a place where I belong.
I want a hobby …
I want to do the things that scare me.”
Claire crosses off No. 3 on her list immediately, selling her house in Denver and moving to an apartment in Chicago, where she’s always wanted to live. With her daughter Minnie attending college in London and her country-club “friends” casting her aside, she has no reason not to.
Claire meets some fun, quirky people in Chicago, often thanks to her list, which encourages her to make friends, try to belong and do things that scare her — like meeting new people. She meets neighbors as well as a stranger who quickly becomes her friend after standing up for Claire in what could have been another publicly humiliating incident.
And, of course, there are some love interests as Claire navigates the new-to-her world of dating via app. Without consulting Claire, Minnie creates Claire’s profile and sets up dates for her (another change in relationship dynamics that shakes Claire’s sense of self as she ultimately gives in and allows herself to lean on her adult daughter for help). She racks up quite a few terrible dates — so real — before finding a man with a little more potential who makes her feel safe.
And then there’s Miles, who owns the apartment building Claire is living in. She pegs him as a player from the get-go as she watches women come and go from his place night after night. Somehow, though, he ends up being an ally, even joining Minnie in her attempts to jump-start her mom’s love life. Against Claire’s better judgment, she allows Miles to join her ever-growing group of new friends.
Claire also takes a leap of faith career-wise, opening a bakery with money from the house sale as her ex continuously tries to tell her she’s going to fail and he’ll figure out how to bail her out before it’s too late. And she does fail, at first, with a distracted mistake leading to some pretty gross baked goods that, of course, make quick social media news. It could be devastating — but obviously not in a happily-ever-after story, so don’t expect a big plot twist. Do, however, expect some heartwarming feels as Claire’s newfound friends step in and help.
It’s hard to be middle-aged and have your whole life turned upside down. The question is, when the dust settles, what are you going to do about it? Claire grieves, deeply, for a year, then pulls herself out of it and creates a life that is most certainly brighter than before. The story is full of hard truths but also plenty of hope for those of us who could use it. B+
Featured Photo: Brighter Than Before by Courtney Walsh
